lemme think wat i wanna say.
things have been really not good for me these days..
so so so tired..
i feel down.

today i was in Bus no.74 and i was thinking..
thinkin whether i should do what im doing(Im sorry i cant go into details...just listen to me rant can? hee^^)
its wrong... and i know it..
but as far as i know...
Relationships do not work like buying Bah Gua.
We dont give away relationships so easily like we allow the next person in queue to get the piece of barbecued meat first.

Is it no link?

i think of it this way.... the XIANG JING way...
if im gonna let this relationship go..
if im gonna let her go.
if im gonna let him have her..

then..

who's gonna let me have?

Selfish....
i know...

Wrong..
but i want.... but i dont know wat to do.

*Attention*
Dudes... i have edited the template to put in a new section called "Our Outings" to replace "Our Desires"

This section will serve as a reminder to all team a|x members of all information on our outings that will happen in the future..and also to facilitate more outings in da future ... so guys... DUO DUO ZI CHI!!! i also hope that this section will be useful after we ORD okie?
any suggestion can give me a call or what okie?
if nothing, POWER PROJECTION... *lame*

mood: sad =\
Listening to: Jay Zhou Jie Lun- Wo Bu Pei.